Life Stuff

A reflective essay about silence, fear, and the cost of suppressing your truth. This post explores loneliness, unspoken feelings, longing for connection, and the quiet grief of outgrowing old versions of yourself. Through unanswered questions and honest self-examination, I return to writing—not because the fear is gone, but because choosing to live, to feel, and to keep going has become my guiding light.

I wanted to share with you all one version of my vision board for 2026 and discuss the process of creating this and how I'm making sure 2026 is my best year yet. Yes, you heard that right, one version. I have a version for my laptop lock screen, laptop home screen, and a printed poster version of it. They all have the same base, but the latter two have a few added elements to help pull everything together.

I have to teach myself confidence. I have to teach myself that my dream is more than a dream - it's achievable. I have to teach myself to dream again because with no dream - I am no more than a machine.

In the last few weeks, I've spent a lot of time reflecting on my year... my life, really, and what I "really" want. 2025 has been rough, but in recent weeks things have taken a turn for the better. The only I wonder ... why?